My hero and inspiration got the best news ever and I just am over the moon about it. She is so strong and amazing to me she is like a rock and I have always admired her. I just wish I could be there for her. Now that brings me to a realization.
That I am full of faults, not that I didn't know that before but it's just that for 17+ years I thought that I had control of my life and just a few weeks ago I realized that was my own warped perspective. I mean I thought I had everyone fooled, cause I certainly was. It is so humbling to realize that from someone else's eyes you are not who you think you are. So now what? Read, meditate, eat well and just relax and enjoy the ride. Even though it is a crazy one. So maybe I will trade in the life jacket for a seat belt.
Thanks to my girls, who inspire me and show me that I will be okay.
